It's another long long night for me.  I always smiling but hurt inside.  I just want to find a people who understand me, cheer me up, smile with me and sharing.  I realized it's a hardest things in life.  Love is hard, tears are weak.  What will I do without your smile ?  I can't see smiling on your face since when ? Idk....  Am I torturing silently on you and took away ur happiness ?  Your heart not belong to me anymore.  But Cut belonging to my heart.  I love the time we spent on each other.  I love when you wake me up  I love to see your smile and laugh  I love the way you take care on me.  BUT it was past...........   Nowadays, we live in different countries and away from hundred miles.  I can't touch and see you.  We having different type of lifestyles.  Different bunch of friends...  Hence, everything changed.  ONI one things remain same was we still be together and our HEART.