First i'm going to tell to all,i'm emoing again :( ts was asking the answer.... sorry,i did'nt have the answer yet.... but,i realized can't wasting your time now. so,i'm going to be a cool-blooded. you're different than others... you seem to be my family,do you know that? you gave me sense of safely, you seem as my brother. you treating me as a princess,bought all the thing that i wanted. Moreover,you changed yourself,because you want to show me you're willing share your money to me. Although money are important to you. in addiction,you may be a loyal husband in future. You're good,i realized,but i'm no ready yet... i need time to digest,but i not telling you at all. because i unwilling ask you to wait for me. The reason was i 'm still considering...50 over 50. i'm sad,upset,moody.hundred emotions coming to me,sighs...... wish you happy always...sorry,ts,tat's my fault,i know it. i hope we can make it as friend althoug...